Tomorrow is a big day. I’m not feeling ready for it. Our 16mo foster daughter has a permanency hearing tomorrow (meaning the judge could decide she should go back with her mom). That’s the big happening of the day and the subtle anxiety that won’t let me sleep. One way or another it’s going to be a long, draining day.
Somehow I coincidentally signed up for a parent teacher conference slot for tomorrow morning at 8am. Yes, a PRESCHOOL parent teacher conference. It’s a thing apparently.
Our foster daughter will also have a visit in the afternoon with her mom, so she’ll be off her usual routine and maybe a little wound up in the evening and hubby has an exam in his class tomorrow evening. And I need to clean and pull some food together for dinner guests for the day after tomorrow.
So, I sat in my swirl of emotions and tiredness watching Netflix for a little while. Made a list. And then I figured I make sure we start the day right tomorrow and prep’d 2 cups with smoothie ingredients for a quick breakfast and wrote out the labels for her sippy cups and got her lunch box ready.
Sometimes all you can do is try to eat better tomorrow and pray the most recent “ring around the rosy” giggle fest wasn’t your last with this sweet girl.